сряда, 2 октомври 2013 г.

EMPTINESS


Само преди няколко седмици загубих моята прекрасна майка - любяща, щедра, грижовна, всеотдайна, чувствителна, благородна, мъдра, борбена, храбра, с невероятно силен дух и огромно сърце... През дългите години на боледуване тя не загуби вяра и кураж и постоянно ни даряваше с усмивка, целувка и блага дума...

Сбогом, маменце!..................
Last month my dearest, beautiful, intelligent, sensitive, tender, caressing, courageous, patient,  generous, brave, loving Mother passed away... After MANY years of suffering and struggle. After many years of not losing hope and belief.  My Mum means LOVE!

Farewell, Mummy!!!!!...

35 коментара:

  1. My love to you, they leave a gap that is never filled. But slowly the memories swell out into the hole and make it feel less empty.

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  2. Rossichka, you know that my heart is with you.
    What a beautiful, beautiful picture,
    I really do believe you when you say that your mother means love
    and your gesture towards her;
    caring for her, loving her, being worthy of her, so it means, you are also a mother, and you means love. :)

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  3. My dear friend Rossi, you are brave to make this post! To write about this sad sad thing called death of a beloved person. You were born out of this wonderful woman so you are her wonderful daughter. You were blessed with a loving relationship and that feeling of love will stay with you forever. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Hedwig

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  4. My dear Rossi... Please accept my deepest condolences, I'm so sorry to hear this. I hope you're hanging on and pray that your beloved mother is now at peace in a better place. I wish I could be there and give you the biggest hug. XOXO

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  5. Oh Rossichka, I send you deep condolences on the loss of your beautiful mother.

    How fortunate those of us who read your posts are to have her wonderful gift to the world. Rossichka, you are that gift, and I am so very thankful to have had opportunity to connect with you, and know how you must now be missing your Mom, even though you must also know that she is now without pain, and left this life knowing of your deep love for her.

    xo

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  6. My dear friend, I'm so sorry to hear about your loss... What a wonderful, beautiful person your mother must have been. I'm thinking of you and your family and send you my deepest condolences.

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  7. My dear friend Rossichka, Im so sorry to hear about your loss, hard to find the words to help you in these moments, thanks for sharing this beautiful post about your mother, Ill be thinking of you and your family...

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  8. My dear blog friends! This time I will make an exception and will answer to all of you! Thank you for the warm wave of consolation towards me and my family! It's so important to feel the everyday support of my precious ones and closest friends, otherwise I'll be completely lost. But to find out how many lovely people from this wonderful Blogland hold me tight in these sad moments, means really much to me! Thank you for the virtual hugs and the real friendship! From all my heart, with love!!!xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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  9. And some more good sunday morning hugs XXX Hedwig

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    1. Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!! I've just opened your, Roberto's and one more blog, gathering to comment later!:)

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    2. Your have given me the sweetest comment ever! You have a great way of looking and of explaining what you see and feel, and what you like about it. You made me very happy! Thank you! XXXXXXXX Hedwig

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    3. And good night to you, my soul mate night owl friend! I'm glad you are back!

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  10. Good morning Lady.
    As I read today that you're waking up, my heart felt great joy, because it means that you are overcoming the difficult moment lived, obviously surpassing it with your head, your heart will be with the memory of your mother for a long, long time , like a ribbon that ties it strongly
    I want you to know that I was very happy to know (because I know) that when you read my post you smiled
    if I could make you smile a little every day, my happines would be immense.
    I wish you one weeks as soft as a kiss from your child, (which I know is far)
    :)))

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    1. Thank you for the tenderness! It's a sad day today, but I've stored your words deep in my heart, to give me strength...xx
      That Ribon will never untie!!
      Oh, how I miss him...:(

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  11. Roberto, you are a poet!
    So the bard is back, and here is the witch, to watch over the mythical maiden, the fair-haired Rossichka! My spell for this week is softness like a misty autumn morning glimmering with silken sunray's. XXX

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    1. You both are my good fairies!:) Hope your spell will reach me and will lighten up my days.
      Wish you a beautiful week, too! Quiet and refreshing!xxx

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    2. Oh Oh Oh. this witch also can write beautiful things;)
      ...silken sunray's, I like this!
      I wish a lot of that sun, for you Rossichka! :)))

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  12. Sending lot's of love and tenderness to you. I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. The pictures of your mother are so beautiful and i Wish you and your family all the best in this very sad time. Big warm hug from the Netherlands!

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    1. Thank you! Your words comfort me... What I do this week is to prepare my theatre schedule for the new school year - keeping busy is a good remedy.

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  13. I'm so sorry to hear your sad news. The pictures are beautiful, a lovely tribute to her. I send you my love.
    Jess xx

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  14. Good morning, my friend, just came to wish you a nice week!!!! :))))♥

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    1. You don't forget me, thank you!!!!! Actually it's evening here, but the week has just begun.xx

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  15. My dear sweet friend, I'm so sorry for your loss and sorry that I've not visited you for a while. I can't imagine how sad you must be feeling, our Mothers are so special to us and they are always in our hearts. I wish you peace and solace. I'm thinking of you.xxx

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    1. Thank you for your warmth! Sometimes I'm feeling so lost! The emptiness is enormous...:( I try to get busier day after day, but I still need time just to be alone!

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  16. Good Morning Rossichka, came to visit you to see how are you doing, hope better, even I know and see how you are. Have a nice day, keep your heart warm and positive.

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    1. Hello, Ale! Thanks for thinking of me! I spent the whole day among kids, so I received such a positive energy, that although tired, I'm feeling great!:D

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  17. do you believe in chance or in the causation?
    sometimes the chance not exist.

    something connects us Rossichka :)
    I read your links, this is likely happens, maybe the artist were women.
    here in the cave of the hands, there are 831 negative hands (so they are called) of which there are only 31 right hands, this means that left-handed, like me, were not abundant, haha

    I have read that humanity, mostly is using the right hand, because the female human (talk about the origins of man) was holding their baby, with his left arm and hand, so that her baby feel the beating of her heart, then, thus, she a made all with her right hand. is a romantic theory, but it's nice to believe so.

    Good Sunday to you!
    one day (do you remember when we said that we would meet in a corner?) one day, we meet in a cave looking at the paintings. :)))

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  18. Carissima Rossichka, non puoi immaginare quanto dolore e dispiacere ho provato a leggere questo tuo post e quanto sono rammaricata di aver letto solo ora questa tua perdita, di una persona così importante e splendida quale era la tua mamma!
    E' un dolore che conosco molto bene, perchè ho perso la mia mamma tanto tempo fa dopo una lunga e straziante malattia.

    L'unica cosa che ci allevia il dolore è sapere che non soffrono più e che una parte di loro continua a vivere in noi, oltre ai ricordi e all'amore che resta intatto nel nostro cuore!

    Ti abbraccio forte e ti sono vicina più che mai, Rosi

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    1. My dear friend, your consoling words warmed my soul, thank you! I've been trying not to think about my loss lately, but I know, I FEEL, that the tears are inside me, ready to burst at the moment I let them go!
      I'm so sorry to hear that your mother has passed away, too! It's very hard, when this happens after a long period of illness and sufferings - only those who have such an experience, know what it means! Yes, you are right that our parents continue to live through us (and our children) and there's nothing left than to keep the precious memories and to cherish them!

      Kisses and hugs: R.

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  19. Rossichka, sei una persona speciale e io ti voglio tanto bene! Un abbraccio, Rosi

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  20. Rossichka we always think our mother is forever, but somehow I think it is. This live forever in the heart and in the stories we tell. For the photo must have been a beautiful woman. my feelings

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  21. Dear Rosi and Maria, I've just found your comments - nearly 3 years later! My heart is so grateful for your support, love and friendship! Thank you!
    P.S. The emptiness is still here...

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